Sometimes I can’t feel anything.
1. Deja vu
Deja vu is an experience of having seen or experienced a new situation previously. It feels like if the event has already happened before. The experience is usually accompanied by a strong sense of familiarity and a sense of paradox or bizarre. The…
So if this whole moving to Pittsburgh and attending school thing doesn’t work out,
I’m probably just going to find a cliff and just go ahead and jump, because I’m really over this job and I’m really over this town. And I’m ready to start over somewhere new. Like I need this or else I’m probably going to go insane.
Once again, I wanted to kill something in myself, wanted to bleed it out until I was left with the bare, clean baseline, the absolute zero from which point I could rebuild a better version of myself.
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